To Each His Own North Korea

Is there a foolproof way to live life? There isn't. The real question is what matters? What matters is the nature, the night sky, knowledge, money, your interests and hobbies if you are able to find your genuine ones and most importantly family and love. As I have grown to know in the past decade, everything else can be co-opted and weaponised against you. Your friendships, your relations, your society, your region, your culture, your religion, your politics and your country. So it is incredibly important to have a fair idea about your beliefs on these things. When you find yourself in the deep you end up realising that the basic method of this deep politics of this nation is to sabotage your autonomy and still hold you responsible for your thoughts, speech and actions. It's a sort of existential framing and the way I have seen it, everyone experiences it in this nation with or without realising it at least in acute form if not chronic. Salvaging your autonomy once it's under siege is not that easy and it requires effort though that effort is unique to everyone and can't be stated though a good starting point would be paying attention on your genuine interests and likes and dislike which again in the case of lack of personal autonomy is an incredibly hard thing to do. The method of persecution of the people, as I ended up realising is totally whimsical in nature given the vast population of this country, and is quite direct, your poverty, your illnesseses, your lack of self-confidence, your lack of self-esteem, your insecurities, your inferiority complexes, your secrets, your family secrets, your political and personal beliefs or anything under the sun for that matter will be exploited if you don't have the hand of whatever runs this nation over your head. For the forsken and dispossessed this setup works as predation while the ones who are stronger it expresses itself as presecution though in the end it is all predatory whimsy based on population. God is nowhere in the picture but your disbelief in Him or Her can be exploited so being an atheist requires the ability to take a stand for your belief though faith is real, it is a real thing whether God as we knew Him in childhood exists or not and faith powers you so it is advisable to have faith in a higher power with the realisation that there is no higher power than what persecutes or does the predation. It's basically about sex and money, all of it that and resources and power and unchecked power leads to predation of innocents who are happy with the little they have through their hardwork. If we are talking the base reality of this nation, it's rape and opportunism and in this reality the indigenous religion and the civilization have irreversibly collapsed. Do your work, consume and become the part of the cycle of production and consumption and love and care for your loved ones. There is nothing more to life and now there is never going to be. The movies you watched in childhood, the cartoons you saw on TV, the comic you read, the places you travelled, the music you listened, the experiences you had to all can be taken despite the fact that it was accessed from your family's hard earned money, they put in the work and got the money and it happens just because the entity that takes it from you allowed you and your family to live. When you see this happening survival then doesn't seem so important. It's basically all sex and economics at the depth but there is one more layer beneath it the layer of your true self but most people do not have the resources to reach that layer.