Anger seething inside
Makes way for madness
Forget your worries
And be one with the unknown
This is where you will find yourself
Once you are gone
Let madness prevail
And give it an upper hand

The sea holds deepest secrets within it
Life forms unimaginable thrive in the depths
The space has its own share of mysteries
The universe seems infinite
One life doesn't seem enough
To know all the secrets

Some days the body gives up
Some days the mind
Some days I get troubled
By the past left behind

Living is a hard work
And even harder is fighting this gloom
I try my best each day
But still sadness looms

I am not going to give up
Although given up I have
All I needed for some to understand me
A sensible company is all I crave.

I was lost
And was in need
Of light,
Someone to tell me
That the game is not
Over yet.
Someone to tell me
That there still is a hope
Beyond what I feel.
I wanted someone to be
My lighthouse in the dark
Stormy sea.
But I found no one.
I thought the world
Was my enemy
And I wanted to
Escape.
But the escape wasn't easy,
It never is.

The pain wasn't there
There was just peace
And a little bit of fear
I used to see ghosts
In the air
By pressing my eyelids
And tried to catch big ants
With my fingers
Only to get bitten
There was no insecurity
There was no jealousy
There was just pure bliss
Of childhood.

The darkness in my heart
Was in search of light
And then I found you
Even though you couldn't stay
You illuminated my being
And made me whole
With your love

We are all lost
In some way or the other
I am lost in my past
Trying not to drown
In the flood of memories
I remember feeling
Inadequate to be my own self
Trying to survive with a heavy
Burden on my chest
The pain of loss
Was living within heart
Pulling me down
But that's what life is
You have to struggle
And still live on.

Do not give up on the world
Because the world existed
Before you were born
And will exist after you die.

You will meet different people
And each of them will invoke
A different feeling in you,
You will feel a range of emotions.

The world doesn't care
If you have given up
It will keep throwing challenges at you
Till the day you die.

People will use you, misuse you, help you
And try to crush you,
That's how it works
Keep your defences right and strong,
And don't give up till you die.

Memories like pieces
Of shattered glass
A past forgotten
The self trying to retrieve
The pieces of information
Little things making me anxious
Memories being shoved into
The vaults of subconscious
Piled up over each other
The self trying to remember
It all and arrange it in order.

Sitting in the room,
Afraid to face the world,
Only because you are different,
And people are ruthless,
You fight a battle in the mind,
And learn nothing about the society,
You become like a frog in a well,
Disconnected from outside world,
Just because you were different,
The world is not a playground,
It's a battle ground,
So hone your skills
And get back into the business.

A new playground,
To unleash your skills,
Even though you are
Tied with the ropes of bygone,
Haunted by the ghosts of your past,
You try to shut the memories,
Because they are traumatic,
They tell you that you are different,
And you feel like you are being choked,
Smothered by your own past.
Reconcile and move on,
The past can't stop you,
Because the future is what
You should pay attention to,
Let bygones be bygones,
And wait for the new dawn.

Connect the dots,
Know the truth,
You were here,
You were there,
How the self changed
And how it coped in hardship,
How it casually forgot
All the pain,
How it tried to shut
Your past away,
Just because a part
Of you was so different,
You will have to overcome
The past and not allow it
To affect you.
You have to bring back the memories
Of pain,sort them out, and tie a little
Happiness to them

I used lies to support myself
When I was weak,
Because the world is not kind
It crushes and destroys
The ones who are weak,
But the lies shouldn't be told
To the self, because the self
Never forgets and and remembers it all,
It gives punishment, for the sin,
And then you suffer,
Lie to save yourself, but to others,
Don't lie to yourself, because later
You will pay,
And you won't have a say.

The change can't stop me,
All I have is a lot of inspiration
For my works of art,
Those are not blocks,
Those are blessings in disguise,
Life is beautiful,
And I need to access
The thoughts that have been
Stopping me, blocking me
And have to tell them
That you can't block me,
I want to look people in the eye
And read their souls.