On Carrying On

I thought I would handle a morbid topic like death today, specifically suicide. I don't judge people who kill themselves, life is tough for a lot of people. The pain and torture that human souls go through can't really be described in words and so should they choose to off themselves, people shouldnt be quick to judge them as they generally do. What I learnt about India, as a country, is that torture of souls of people even if it is infinite in nature is still made to be cheap. What rules this nation would inflict infinite torture on a person's soul while at the same time depriving them of basic dignity. The lore is later created by people and not the entity that inflicts torture on people. People off themselves mostly when they believe that there is no way out of the misery or, if others are involved, if they are cornered. There are other reasons too, the chief among them being shame and humiliation or disappointment with self. The deal with this nation is that those who suffer keep suffering and those who don't, don't at all. And so there is a vast gap in understanding of life between these two breeds of people. It is to be known that those who decide suffering for people in this country do not in the very least have the idea of what suffering is. At the maximum they just know how much a person will suffer when he or she is toetured an amount. They don't have first hand idea of suffering and hence no empathy. I got to experience the deep state of Purvanchal and so I could gauge the setup and anatomy of suffering in my region. It is here I came to know that individuals who have no empathy towards people because they themselves have never experienced suffering and can send people for eternity in hell just for a little cash, do feel empathy for each other. Like a rapist would feel empathy for a rapist, or a pedophile would feel empathy for a pedophile. How can such people feel empathy for each other when they haven't seen suffering at all, the answer is the fear of consequences if and when they are caught and that's why you see criminals banding up or ganging up together. As far as suffering goes, the sociopolitocoecomic pyramid is inverted up till upper middle class and imagine a man who is not even fit for cleaning a latrine toeturing and deciding the life of a professor. Sounds outrageous? That's the beauty of India, those who inflict suffering on people here do not even understand it's true meaning other than as concepts and they are employed by those who have had never had suffering in their lives at all. And so suffering and suicides lose their total dignity in this land. The only thing to know is that happiness is the most natural state of being and depression is a sociopolitical entity. Yes, it is real but it is a sociopolitical entity. Death is never the answer, but some times life loses meaning and leaves no options. The thing to know here is that even if you are a basket case one's very soul is a big motivator for the family, they may even think that one is a burden but the real loss is only felt when one is gone. Family is the biggest reason to keep kicking even when one is down and it helps knowing that absolute scum of the earth do not have any desire at all to die.