Write Concepts #29

I have personal journals for my personal writing and this place is for the writing that I consider to be important, kind of writing I think should see the sun. A lot of it might seem as rant or some type of paranoid rambling but it is designed to surface in your mind when the times get tough and I decided to do it after I had a confrontation with the deep state of this nation after I came to know how mindless, criminal, rapey and impune it is. I have been writing on the internet since early 2010s. I lost my voice in 2013-14 and I finally found my voice in late 2010s. It's great to find your voice and it is great to find your voice especially in politically repressive times though in such times you have to double check whether what you are writing actually belongs to you or not. Majority of the people, except propagandists have stopped writing. People have shifted to short-form videos but nothing gets ideas across like writing. Writing is magic and you realise it when you spend time with it. It allows you to experience the life and times of writers other than learning the things they have written about. Back in the day, from 2011 to 2015, I used to be a poet, I learnt the hard way that being a poet has its consequences. Being a poet, a true poet and not the poet that arranges words or describes things, means sharing your subconscious and when you share your subconscious you are essentially exposing what your self your has been through which helps other souls identify it within themselves and this is why all kinds of political power fear poetry, it exposes the kind of brutality they inflict on human souls. I stopped writing poetry after I realised that mathematical sociopolitics of this country, sentimentality and empathy is only going to get you killed in this nation though I do write prose poems which might seem angry but are just a chosen style. They might end up being surrealistic but that's because I have suffered the consequences of my poetry being unintentionally surrealistic. I haven't made any new writing plans. I decided to not write much but I change my mind when I have something to say, and I would try to write what I already have decided to write. A couple of novels, a couple of novellas, a couple of short stories series, a bunch of short stories and a bit of flash fiction. Writing has consequences plus it needs cognitive bandwidth which is hard to get in the political times we live in so I would rather not make more plans and try to do what I have already decide to do. Even doing what I have already decided to do is a big deal in today's times. I'm not a commercial writer. I write to make people feel solidarity, to heal them, to educate them and to make them feel warm and above all to make them aware so that they can know the cause of their suffering as being a physician I know that knowing your diagnosis takes away half of your suffering. The country we live in is fake, and it amuses me how elaborate the fake hyperreality that hides rape, coercion, exploitation and impune sadism is. Though this elaborate hyperreality is going to change nothing about the real nature of this country.