Train Crack

I have had extreme experiences in my life and I was amazed that what I witnessed happening was possible. I chase authenticity. I have seen illness, both objectively and subjectively. My job is to see illness. After sometime when you deeply understand theory of illness you realise that it's mainly getting weak enough to get affected by something more strong than you. Except of course infections that can't be negotiated with. Society has its disease and sometimes society itself is a disease. I think personally I am at a place where don't need to know more about the world. Anything I come to know will just be the missing pieces in jigsaw puzzle that the world or life is. I'm an idealistic person and I strive for my ideals and I have been able to achieve them. People generally end up achieving their ideals at my age and I did the same. Then there are people who are not idealistic and are materialists and they live in a hell that is continuous, hoard and if can't hoard, deprive others to have more than them. I am glad that since start I have had the habit of prioritising. I prioritise. I also have habit of making philosophies that I have follow. Codes that I try to live by. There are two philosophies: one is, one bag man, and that means extreme minimalism as a personal philosophy. This doesn't mean that I don't acquire things, it just means at the base I am a man who can live with one bag worth of things. There is another philosophy that I developed when life became extremely hard and that was The Philosophy of The Dog and this means you got to live life like a dog. Eat, sleep, wander and one fine day get run over by a vehicle. Getting run over is not mandatory. Philosophy of the Dog went through some tests and passed them. I believed in it, then I ended up thinking that humans are more complex than that but after I came to know about the deep politics that runs the world I realised that it is a perfectly okay philosophy for the times we live in because the time of making art, music and writing poetry or even making computer programs has passed. We live in times where we have to consume with our own money and get fat with whatever we are consuming so that we can be extracted or exploited for it and this shit is non-negotiable and the only difference is some people are aware of it and some are not. Just as there are infections of microorganisms, there are social infections too. You can contract them if you become visible to social pathogens and this is a thing that you can't really avoid. There is no cure, there is prophylaxis. Only thing that helps is awareness and education. You have to be aware of your self, your patterns and your actual leanings so that you can make out what is real you and what is not, inside you. There is a particular philosophy that I developed, which was being like a detachable component as far as society is concerned. Being able to function on my own and be part of a larger whole when required. Functioning on one's own requires a degree of autonomy which is a privilege in today's times and the irony is that those who have the autonomy are too privileged to exercise it. The interference of politics in personal especially in the country we live in makes one promptly realise that they are ruled by extremely incompetent and cruel individuals and that's why the ability to adapt to situation is essentiaI though I know that it would end of me if I have to forgo my principles but it's the individual who decides what they want to die for. I know the things that I want to spend my time and life on and this is a good thing especially in a setting of chaos and especially in a setting where people are running around purposelessly. As far as I have experienced, and it's not the general truth but my own experience, that one creates their purpose themselves, and I used to believe in a higher purpose of existence but ended up realising that there isn't because it is blocked by the politics that runs the world and if it can be done, for me at least, higher purposes cease to exist and anyway we are born with an inbuilt purpose, our and our families survival. It's just that the politics pervading our life decides whether we are in survival mode or in the thriving mode. The evidences of thriving art, culture, literature and poetry are now being done by machines so all that remains is to enjoy whatever vocation one has chosen for self and the job that brings food on the table while negotiating with non-negotiable social infections and the dealing with predators through awareness and continued education.