Blue Whale

 Dec 2, 2021

Who can do it? You become the lead or some character of a movie. You start seeing patterns, right or wrong it’s hard to tell. You start feeling the movies you watch, you start feeling you are one of the characters, why did it happen? Because you didn’t care about anything else, you were just focused on your work and research. It actually pains my heart, but when you have braved through sabotage almost a decade you realise the exact kind of people whom you won’t show any mercy to. Humanity in me is still alive, after nine years of psychological torture. It was state and corporate resources against one man and they couldn’t do shit. There is a difference between being beastly and being the beast. At present they have resorted to psychological torture by beastly, for the lack of a better word, insects. The best part here is the ones who are torturing me right now have no way of climbing high in society, if they will have children, they will go through the same shit and will be crushed because of what their parents had done. The way they are torturing me is not possible without desire so it’s gonna hurt like hell when they will see themselves getting destroyed. There only defence is hypocrisy, which is also gone when now I have mentioned it. Hypocrisy is a short term solution, adopted by ones who are employed for petty works by their masters.

Now, let’s come to the fight club circlejerk, they thought they are going to teach me psychological warfare, hello? My study of medicine and my principles make me use my skills only positively, for welfare, but when I was being tortured, I knew I am dealing with two types of people, one the vermins who are executing it and the others who had the resources, you can’t do much to the vermin because they are already vermin, but for the psychological fight club loving, psychological warfare flexing, gaslighting, cyberbullying assholes I made sure that in the fashion of ‘come and get some’ they with all their money are psychologically and spiritually reduced to the level of vermin they employed to torture me. It’s fun, because truth has its own power in psychological warfare.