Payment for ones sins should be there. But what if the sins are done without knowledge? Some people sin not because they will but because they are dragged into it or they are unaware that the sins do exist.

There is lot of beauty in the world, we just need to see it. Sometime the eyes can't see the beauty because of the internal darkness but that's not a matter.

I feel helpless because of my blocks. I hope that someone will salvage me from this situation, i can obviously feel my ego here but may be that's how things were meant to be.