Tuesday, 1 January 2019

Anger seething inside
Makes way for madness
Forget your worries
And be one with the unknown
This is where you will find yourself
Once you are gone
Let madness prevail
And give it an upper hand

The sea holds deepest secrets within it
Life forms unimaginable thrive in the depths
The space has its own share of mysteries
The universe seems infinite
One life doesn't seem enough
To know all the secrets

Some days the body gives up
Some days the mind
Some days I get troubled
By the past left behind

Living is a hard work
And even harder is fighting this gloom
I try my best each day
But still sadness looms

I am not going to give up
Although given up I have
All I needed for some to understand me
A sensible company is all I crave.

I was lost
And was in need
Of light,
Someone to tell me
That the game is not
Over yet.
Someone to tell me
That there still is a hope
Beyond what I feel.
I wanted someone to be
My lighthouse in the dark
Stormy sea.
But I found no one.
I thought the world
Was my enemy
And I wanted to
Escape.
But the escape wasn't easy,
It never is.

The pain wasn't there
There was just peace
And a little bit of fear
I used to see ghosts
In the air
By pressing my eyelids
And tried to catch big ants
With my fingers
Only to get bitten
There was no insecurity
There was no jealousy
There was just pure bliss
Of childhood.

The darkness in my heart
Was in search of light
And then I found you
Even though you couldn't stay
You illuminated my being
And made me whole
With your love

We are all lost
In some way or the other
I am lost in my past
Trying not to drown
In the flood of memories
I remember feeling
Inadequate to be my own self
Trying to survive with a heavy
Burden on my chest
The pain of loss
Was living within heart
Pulling me down
But that's what life is
You have to struggle
And still live on.

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