Flop Show Season X

The thing that I want to work on is contrast. I have no idea how I would go about it but the way it is in my mind is the ideal crashing in contrast with transgressive gonzo. This is the style that I have thought that I would pursue. I am an idealist at heart who has had his nihilistic phases and yet didn't turn into a nihilist because he realised that if one has the capacity of depth holding one's ground is possible. What's the point of life when it is spent in holding one's ground? Life should be fun. Though one should be aware of the principles they operate on and they must know crossing which limits their conscience starts to torture them. My whole problem is that I took the promises made by this country and society seriously. I have seen beyond the social contract that this country promises and I have seen nothing but deception and betrayal. The only social contract is that there is no social contract, but it's safer to keep your side of the contract intact and executing it on a case to case basis. This is a method recommended for a conscientious man or woman to avoid the throes of their conscience. I have seen some terrible shit, I have had some terrible experiences. The worldview comes crashing down when one realises that religion and rape in this country originate from the same place especially in the day and age when flying cars were promised but the beauty of the arrangement is that since everyone is wearing a VR goggles of their own needs and desires if they are not complicit in the arrangement it's impossible to make them believe it. My goal in writing is not to make people believe that rape and religion come from the same place, my goal is to prevent good people from blaming themselves, from becoming a victim of victim blaming. I accumulate a body of work that remains on the internet, that one stumbles upon and reads and they realise that they are not responsible for their suffering. It is for the good people who are scapegoated so that when shit gets real for them the mechanisms being used on them become visible. What I have seen is the extreme, a hundred percent loss of autonomy on one's thoughts, speech and actions unless you are conscious enough to salvage a little bit of it so that autonomy doesn't remain zero, and a hundred percent accountability and responsibility of your thoughts speech and actions and this is made to be inflicted on people by individuals who are irrelevant, who have no business in lives of people except sabotaging and destroying them. It is here I learnt that being jealous and judging people on completely wrong and baseless premises is a job profile. What I ended up learning is, to quote Tagore, what "rules the hearts and minds of people" in this country is incapable of judging people right and it is as entitled as it is incompetent. I have been able to see the base of operations of fate in Purvanchal and it is impunity and hate crimes based on intimate and entitlement annoyances for things that are not in the victim but the perpetrators which they project on the victims. The basic deal is doing anything with lives of people, hatching conspiracies which involve social engineering, existentially framing people and then blaming that downfall on either God, fate or the victim themselves. What I have experienced in case of Purvanchal would be a mafia dictatorship with zero percent autonomy until I had had enough and salvaged a bit of it to be able to warn people. My concern is good people because I have seen that the deep machinery of this country particularly comes after good people and as much I have seen the lower class, informal functionaries employed the feudal-corporate nexus of this country specifically go after good people and target their weaknesses which can be anything including lack of finances, handicaps, illnesses or lives of their family members and children. When absolute control can be exercised invasively and intimately, government just becomes a prop. Which it has been since always. Government can keep on launching Shakti Helpline for safety of women as rape flows from the source of this nation itself. It's basically Jaspal Bhatti's Flop Show with better architecture and aesthetics. India is a failed state from what I have seen and while the motherfuckers ruling the heart and minds of people exploit the natural resources and human resource which they aren't even brave enough like the Whites to do that to other nations, the culture, indigenous religion and the civilization becomes the collateral. With a lot of good people and family perishing from the face of the earth, leaving only assholes who can be blackmailed or co-opted and weak who can be enslaved.