Malicious Anarchy

Reality has a way of breaking people. Winter wonderlands have been decimated, since how long, it's not known. In the worst case scenario one has to pay for each of his thoughts and memories. This payment however depends on a structure of right and wrongs. These write and wrongs are stratified and the definitions of right and wrongs change in every strata. The funny thing? Those who apply these sets of right and wrong are not only beyond it but also make the people do think and do wrong and then they take the payment for it. A thought is first inserted into the person and then that person is tortured for having that thought. When this happens to a person one can safely conclude that this is happening because these individuals hate the individuality of that person. And why do they hate it? They hate it because of issues in themsleves and not the person who is being tortured. Since all this excercise is majorly social in nature, one can safely conclude that it is direct slavery worse than any slavery that has existed in the history. The person who is being tortured for his individuality, it is not necessary that he is wrong. These individuals torture people for things as simple as them not liking a person's face. The reasons people are tortured in this land are very simple, they hate a handicapped person for being handicapped, a rape victim for getting raped and then they torture them. What can be the psychology behind this? One reason is pure sadism, relishing in the pain of others and choosing targets that can't really retaliate. The other reasons can be of aesthetic nature and since the disabled ruin the aesthetics of the land by merely existing they torture them. As far as rape victim goes they defile the purity of the land by getting raped (as they must have done something to deserve it) and thus they deserve to be raped again and again. What are rapist not targeted, because these individuals are themselves rapists. It boggles your mind once you see the setup. This is the absolute reality of this land, and no winter wonderlands can save it, in fact they might stop existing at all. It is all not that hard to decode once you overcome the disbelief that this kind of a setup exists at the deepest and highest level of humanity in this land. Getting over the disbelief is the hardest part though.

Simple Plan

"The road to hell is paved with good intentions." Where does being genuinely obedient, respectful and loyal take you? In a pretty mathematical system which works on easy targets first it doesn't take you to a good place. Who are the easy targets? Those who are conscientious, moral, those who fear God, those who accept their mistakes readily and those who compensate and are ready to be punished for any wrong that they have done. The main strength of those who exploit is total absence of moral fabric and huge ego, self-centredness, self-interest. These individuals do not think twice about torturing, destroying and ending lives of people for their personal gains, and these gains can be anything, from monetary gains, to pleasure. The situation is so bad that these individuals rape and murder people for their whims, and for sadistic and depraved pleasure. Exploitation is anyway systematic. How easy did it have to be to comprehend? Take this example, an individual indulging in pedophilia with a girl of a family whose members live a pious life and pray twice a day. Things are so easy for these individuals that they rape, exploit, extort and then the murder the person to whom they have done these things. These are the kind of individuals who are in the structure that actually control this land. The stories you see in the news are just fillers. They do everything based on their personal whims. They don't like someone's face they kill him, and his family. Or if he is unlucky they make elaborate plans to frame him and destroy him little by little. Manners can be taught, but class can't be. From the looks of it, it looks like all the uneducated contractors and criminals who used to exploit people finally gained the ultimate power. It was not a difficult thing to deduce after you get the real picture of the setup. God is nowhere here. If they were educated enough they could have made the setup finer and given how fine the indigenous religion is, they could have made it better, but no, because the whole focus is on rape, extortion, exploitation, torture and murder. These individuals are addicted to the dopamine released from rape and genocide. The bottom tier of this hierarchy randomly picks the most helpless people and perpetually rapes and tortures them and their souls all in the name of purity, morality, social conventions, religion and God when the only motivations they have are sadistic and depraved pleasure and money and resources. It's the ultimate slavery and you get born and suffer till the end. The issue is not this however. The issue is how absolutely criminal and depraved these assholes are and how they have access and control of minds and bodies of people who are way better than them. The most fun part of it would be if it turns out to be the government. 

Predetermined Analysis

Heaven is made up of bundles of notes stacked together as bricks. It's the standard heaven but not the real heaven. Some have seen the real heaven. There have been and there are real heavens but at the pace arsonists are burning the real heavens, one can doubt if there would be any left in the coming times. Access to information is of prime importance. But those who don't have access to even basic literacy can't understand this fact. What is the difference between some who love knowledge and others who have access to pop culture homegrown and western. The ones who love knowledge are made to pay interest on the differential between their knowledge and the information of those who have had access to pop culture both homegrown and western, why? Because pop culture is brought from money. The game turns a thrilling turn when the same process is done to a person after obliterating his memory. Setup is quite simple, and yet it didn't have to be, but it is. You like transgressive fiction because it belies the hypocrisy of this society. You had your doubts about writing transgressive fiction because you are a winter wonderland kind of a guy and you wanted to write winter wonderland stories. Warm stories. But what to do about all the truth you see on a daily basis? So you thought of a plan. Being transgressive exactly when you need to be. It's a technique, here is an example. A guy, a lovable guy, meets your protagonist in the middle of the story, helps him with everything, saves him, fights with him, and all of a sudden with quick shotgun burst his brains are splattered on the wall and he is never mentioned ever after that. That's how you intent and do use transgressive fiction in your stories, it might look that it is for shock value but it actually reflects how life is treated in this land. This is just one technique. You can use others that are there, or make your own. It's been more than a decade, and you realise that what you should have understood at once, took you a decade to understand. It's only because the issue was understanding the mode of delivery. Once that is taken care of, things become way too easy to understand and on slight retrospection things come flashing in front of your eyes with the actual meaning. Have you seen a particular piece of entertainment? When did you see it? Did you see it on pirated media or you actually bought it? Did you have enough money to buy it when you see it. Do you deserve to see it? Delusions have no answers. Especially delusions which actually have all the answers have no answers. How simple is shit. Just like the nice dude whose brain got splattered on a wall, you see your memories splattered on a wall for apes sitting on platforms to decipher. 

Homeless Homeful

You were about to have the taste of freedom. Home was a great place back then. Today, anywhere you are is home. You carry around your home now, in your head. You are comfortable. The taste of freedom you had left a bad taste in your mouth. Before freedom left a bad taste in your mouth, a very long before, you had a home, it's still there but you have a home in your head too. You have two homes now. You thought you can be an antihero? Nah! You were born to be a hero. Antihero is not your cup of tea. Antiheroes are grey, in fact they come in different shades of grey. You thought you can be an antihero, it's not actually possible. You have seen how demonic humans can be, and you are sure that you can't see worse than what you have already seen. You know that you can't be proven wrong in this regard. You have already seen the worst. The freedom was elusive, and this freedom came just before the actual freedom. This freedom was the realisation of slavery. The actual freedom arrived just sometime after that when you salvaged your soul from the ruins of your dreams and ideals. It all could happen because you had a home, a real home. How unfortunate those must be who didn't have a real home? The home in your head is growing in its size. It's getting bigger and better. The best part, it cannot be destroyed even if the real home is destroyed you'd have a home, you would have a home wherever you go. It's been a very funny drama going on since long. You have been seeing these theatricals since quite sometime now. It's funny, it's hilarious. You know the good news? Soul exists. Not sure about the ghost kind of soul, but soul in the sense of totality of your essence exists. The consciousness can be hijacked by the ones who own and sell things, but they can't hijack the soul. Sure, they can fool it once or twice, or if you are too kind a few more times, but that's about it. This soul of yours helps you reclaim a part of your hijacked consciousness even if reclaiming your full consciousness is not possible. It's been great, reclaiming the part of your salvageable consciousness. It's been great watching this land doing striptease on the pole of shameless abuse of power. You have seen culture being preserved in the most uncultured ways possible. You have seen unfathomable cruelty being inflicted on people in the name of destiny and fate. Probably being an antihero is possible. In ways only you would know. Home now is just now real estate. And that's why you now carry your home in your head. 

No Holds Barred

You hold yourself back, from everything, because of some reasons. Is there a point in holding yourself back. There actually isn't but then you have your reasons for holding yourself back. The resolution has finally come. Is it about purity? Purity is just an excuse. Is it about sins? They too, unfortunately, are mere excuses. What stops you now? Nothing. The good thing about the world of wildflowers and their scent is that it exists or it can exist. The best part is that you can now explore the world of wildflowers after experiencing reality, in fact not only this world but numerous other worlds. And these worlds, the world of wildflowers and others, are more fun after experiencing the real reality. The best part about experiencing the real reality is that you are left with no delusions, about the reality and its nature. It depends on the definition of reality though. For you the reality is the bottomline. When you have seen hell, scented and enchanting forests become way better and more beautiful. Some worlds are lost forever and they won't be coming back, but they can always exist in the mind, the memory and the imagination. You are on a mission to salvage lost worlds. It's not that serious of a mission, kind of just a hobby as you know that world can't be saved, by anyone. It has rotten beyond redemption, and all one can do is salvage little parts of it and keep them as relics. Shit is hyperreal at present but you have dealt with it. It's not a good kind of hyperreality, it's the worst case scenario of reality and of the humanity but unfortunately it is what is actually real. Not being acquainted to it is being delusional. You are not delusional, in fact you never were but especially now. There is no holding back now. Worlds would be preserved, they would be created. The wildflowers would bloom from the manure of the shit of reality. 

Hubris Roleplay

How does it feel to be absolutely free? It feels great. You have been feeling this beautiful feeling since quite some time now. It didn't really take much effort to achieve this freedom. It just took dismantling a few delusions and consistent dismantling of new ones until they stopped to matter. It was just a little work but the rewards were great. One thing to know is that what actually matters would never stop mattering. But only if it actually matters. This is a beautiful thing to realise if you have the context required. The thing to know is that the earth is beautiful, the world is shit, and when you find the heaven inside you even the worst of hells can't deter you from your path. You have seen hell and you have enjoyed it. Guantanamo can be home delivered and there is no reason required for that delivery. Ever seen someone with punchable face? Imagine someone for whom you are the punchable face. You have not done anything except having a punchable face in their eyes, so they decide to murder your whole family, yes, just for having a punchable face, and that too just according to them. I think this is the most lucid explanation that can be. This is exactly what this country is. You know what the problem is? Only the good people suffer. And why do they suffer? Because they fear. They fear everything, and most of all they fear God and hell and because of this they live in hell whole of their lives. I have seen hell of this place, it's pathetic. It's not some five star biblical hell, it's the literal equivalent of shady corners of the metro station where you see lowlifes masturbating to girls passing by, believe me, this is what the Indian hell is, unfortunately it is also the standard body that governs the lives of people in this country. You have seeked God, there wasn't any. You have seeked pleasure and there is a lot. Pain you have been gifted and that too the worst kind of it. What you haven't done is seeking pleasure on the expense of another person. But that's not how it works here. You gotta participate in crabs in the bucket game while you are here. Here, whole families get murdered if someone doesn't like your face, that's how it works here. The entitlement is really odd for a place which was enslaved just some decades ago. But entitlement like the population of hamsters grows very fast. You watch this shitshow you became a part of for no reason. It's pathetic but then you have no other option other then watching it unfold. You have watched all of it for long and the thread of exploitation has been continuous, you just didn't know that even God is complicit in it. Unfortunately He is. You have found the heaven inside you and it's been great finding it. You realise that not everyone can find it, because as someone wise had said "there are two types of people in the world." So what's the current status? You have found the heaven within you, Guantanamo as well as hell is being home delivered to you, you are absolutely free, and you have free tickets for this shitshow of idiocy and incompetence. Reminds you of a Batman comic, "life couldn't be better."

Mint and Choco chip

You read a popular novel and you are in a train. Was that supposed to be your life? Things started from being tragic and ended up being hilarious. You could see and appreciate the real setup and that's great. Probably it all depends where your server is located. Makeshift arrangements are required if something is not applicable on someone and yet it has to be applied on him. Jealousy for no reason is off the charts. Is it really jealousy? It seems so. What else could be when in the whole story there is none of your business? What is the eligibility for someone to get possessed? There might be some eligibility for him not being able to enjoy trips, weekends and his hobbies. There might be some eligibility for him to be accompanied on every trip. As much as the system is understood the reason seems to be very primal. What makes him stand out? To make him feel humiliated in front of idiots when he went over to this side of paradise? Was he himself in this side of paradise? He most definitely was, the arrangement that was made was retrospective. All questions die down when the arrangement is retrospective. A psychotic break of someone he loves and he blames himself for it. The consciousness has been a small blip since forever. You get the vibe and you realise that these are idiots. Mere vibe can transmit their intelligence and there is nothing more left to know about it. Is it the worst luck ever? Nah! It's just a lucky acquaintance with the truth, pain has anyway been forever. What is unbearable is the company of depraved idiots. That's what exactly is unbearable. You search place after place to discuss the nature and the universe, discuss things that are good and you realise that it's not possible. You still don't know whether it's not possible for you, or for a group of people or for everyone. The game was fun when you didn't know, and that really underlines the stupidity. Now you know. It's a daily business. The construction of fate. Fate is constructed and then delivered. The worst part of it are the reasons. The reasons are not some law, commandments or decrees, they are caprices of badly raised, spoilt and entitled assholes. This is how simple the things are. If you have to choose your reality you must choose the most authentic version of it. It's mind boggling, even since the hubris. One can have access to all the knowledge and information in the world and yet they can be retarded, just like these assholes are. This has been fun, things start from some place and then you realise that the rabbithole goes way too deep. The pasts are dug, only problem is good boys do not have a very interesting past and that everyone has a past. It's sad, however, that the constitution is whims of a bunch of rapists.