Handling The Mind and Sexuality

What can be the right method to handle our mind. The issue is that if you don't handle your own mind others, who have no interest in your survival, will and so it's better that you yourself do it. Minds are of different types, some are organised some are unorganised and we all have our preferences like in music for example. Here are two methods that you can use with your mind, compartmentalising and sandboxing. You can compartmentalise diffrent things, like relationships, knowledge, places, cultures, and you can sandbox knowledge systems. Like if you are modern medicine practitioner you can sandbox natural ways of healing in your mind without affecting your modern medicine tenets. Sandboxing is important because different knowledge systems come with different rules and other than your primary profession if you are interested in other knowledge systems sandboxing can be quite useful for testing other knowledge systems for efficacy without letting your primary knowledge system that is your main profession affect or hamper them. One of the major things while dealing with minds is dealing with sex. We, in modern times are being bombarded with sex, not only because it is a biological function and has other functions like expression of love and pleasure gratification but also because it is a social, political and business tool used for social engineering, political purposes such as blackmail and honey trapping and business purposes like prostitution and selling goods and services through it. I personally prefer to socially think about sex inspired by the attire of Bengal. In Bengal women did not use to wear blouses, just sarees and there was no sexualisation of women's bodies. I have lived that reality, and over that I have medical training too, so it's easy for me but I can get the struggle of young boys who are being constantly bombarded with sexuality and not of the good kind by the society and by corporate forces. Sexualisation of women is prominent in west, and so is the drama of repression and then emancipation while in Islamic world there is just repression and no emancipation. It seems to me that ghoonghat and purdah system in India came about due to Islamic invasion as it is more prominent in the north and less in South and then came the British who imposed their puritan mindset on this country and it seeped into our social systems. You can see the old statues of Goddesses as well as temples like Khajuraho to assess our original concepts about sex. The mindset about sex can be sandboxed depending upon the mindset and social needs too and Islamic mindset and puritanism should be done away with. I personally enjoy sex jokes and sexual memes and I appreciate the humour but it's basically about the general outlook about sex in this country. This country has been and is currently being demonically repressed and sex is basically the main method of sociopolitical manipulation. This is a country where demonic levels of repression, rape and prostitution coexist. For the common boys in this country in sexual terms is basically paretos principle in action, the 80:20 rule. That means 80 percent of women are for 20 percent of men primarily. Status of women in actuality in this country is terrible but it is politically induced and a common man can't do anything about it except treating the women he knows right. Compartmentalise, sandbox and resist the socio-political manipulation through sex. 

Setting Up The Hammock

It’s baseless suffering for abstract and vague concepts. The cause of suffering must be found out and resolved. The majority of our suffering is related to other people and here is where the concept of “hell is other people” comes from.  I resolved all the causes of my suffering and at present my suffering is direct and it has nothing to do with me, this is where one should be and this is where I am. It’s fun knowing the truth and it is fun realising the meaninglessness of it all although things aren’t inherently meaningless it is politics that makes it so. Life is not meaningless, it is rendered meaningless by the politics that pervades our lives. It’s as simple as food, clothing, shelter, family and relationships and the basis of it all is money, even relationships and sometimes family. I used to think of nihilism as a valid thought process but now I realise that it is just a valid response to political oppression. The primitive man wasn’t nihilistic, even primitive tribes existing today aren’t. They hunt food, pluck berries, live in caves and huts, live with their tribe, procreate and either keep happy or keep busy with their survival. Personal nostalgia amounts to nothing in the political setting we live in other than giving us happiness, and a lot of people do not even have good memories of their childhood or youth to have nostalgia. The truth is hilarious, and you have to face it at a level that is so deep that you can’t even face it if you are not intelligent. The deepest truth of the world is composed of lies. You are being lied to day and night, about yourself, your family, your background, the world and everything that is there in the world. Nature and universe, however, do not lie and thus making them the only truth in the world. I used to think that escapism is not the answer though I now believe that it is the only answer. It’s just that you must opt for it only  after facing all the truths about yourself and of the world and train yourself enough to face things for when escapism doesn’t remain an option. Access to beauty and satisfaction can be gatekept but once you have dealt with the truth, things will become peaceful no matter how much pain your mind and body is in. 

Lububu

How long it's been since you have read and authentic writing voice? It's been quite a while since I have read it in this country at least. Hindi literature died a pitiful death, it doesn't really remain anymore and so does the Hindi literary aesthetic. Writing needs empathy and it is getting extinct. There are secrets to this world and I know enough to not require to know anymore secrets although I have curiousity about technicalities of it all but since I have seen the bottom line it doesn't really matter. I am however interested in secrets of nature and universe. Since I now know the reality of this country and by extension this world I don't really care about the socio-political bullshit of this country other than basic survival. There are major questions about reality of this world and country and it points to 1940s. Whoever was dictating the general policies of this nation post 2010s really couldn't keep it together and the result is in front of us as you see it on the internet daily though I am kind of glad that the shitshow is out as it has been going on since forever in this country. Anyone remembers the Radha Rani DGP news from yesteryears? Well I do and in the light of new evidences that I got due to the demonic levels of neuropolitical torture inflicted on me, the most probable cause of which could be my writing blogs on the internet, it doesn't really look good. I finally realised that the control is absolute and that's why literature is perishing from the scene. People are going to get locked in their identities and would be prevented from reinventing themsleves, which anyway doesn't matter because everyone other than political criminals and mafias have their future predecided in this country, and while the IAS and IPS of this country send their kids to the US or UK you remain here to get manipulated and raped by village rapists employed by the so called establishment which is as far as I have seen a nexus of corporations, industrialists, godmen,  politicians and mafia while the government works as their working arm. It's a bunch of families mostly which destroy other less privileged families. The way religion has been weaved in the fabric of exploitation and rape, and especially in places like Purvanchal is commendable and it's quite funny that I know this shit because I had zero business in all of this. I was just writing and trying to do my job that is of healing people. India just turned out to be a colony of West, USA dominating at present but then one cannot really fret as so is South Korea and unfortunately Japan too which must be hard for the Japanese who are a culture based on retribution and getting cucked doesn't really suit their nature. But then again I know that the officials of Persia who hate America on paper send their kids to the West too. I have seen the antics of pajeets in detail in the past decade and they have crossed all limits of torture with me but then it told me all I needed to know about these motherfuckers. Good news is that the world is already one, bad news is that, not for you. For you it is an exploitation chamber where you are going to get consumed. I personally refuse to betray my people, which the pajeets in power have already done and not only they have betrayed their people they have also sold them and very unfortunately they couldn't even sustain the delusion of normalcy as their propaganda skills are so bad and also because their ego is bigger not only than their ability but also than their education. I meanwhile lay in my bed reading Idgah by Premchand. 

Padma Shri Ranga and Padma Vibhushan Billa

I found Rape of Nanking and the Jewish Holocaust as terrible events, but when you know enough you realise that in countries like India it is a daily affair, and it might be like that in other countries too, it's just that it's insidious and to really see things you have to develop an eye for these things. The modern holocaust and Rape of Nanking is a continuous event and is at the psychological level or to be more accurate at the neuropsychological level and yes I run the risk of sounding like a lunatic, or maybe a lot of people who read me might already think that i'm one but it doesn't really matter to me, I'm just leaving behind a record, a document for posterity while at the same time trying to make sure if someone is trapped in the deep political psychological designs in the present times he might learn a thing or two and come to his senses and above all stop blaming himself for his sufferings. I hadn't really imagined the world, and especially this country to be like this in 2025, as I was an avid watcher of Discovery Channel when I was a kid and really believed that we would have flying cars. We have achieved all that there was in The Jetsons and more. We literally have Artificial Intelligence solving our problems and yet despite the technology there is an insidious mediaeval machinery at play and it is not like it is mediaeval only in this country it is the same all over the world it's just that it's more pathetic and extremely demonic in this country. When you get understanding of the situation of the world you realise that sex, a natural act, necessary for reproduction and in its higher form an expression of love is never going to be normalised. Sex is a political entity, and it would remain so, it is "normal" for those whom it is and as far as things go even rape is normal for whom it is as it is a political tool for asserting dominance. Sex is used for blackmail, for baiting and its prolonged deprivation is used to make people do things that they would never do otherwise. If we leave the rapists, especially the kind who run the system in this country, majority of people, and I'm talking about common people, are after emotional intimacy, for a person who has found their soulmate sex becomes immaterial and people are intentionally deprived of emotional intimacy and with prolonged deprivation are turned into lustful demons who either molest kids or vent their frustrations elsewhere like social media. When I was younger I vented my longing for a soulmate through poetry, it was sometimes romantic, sometimes sensuous. Sex sells, and so the individuals who are in charge of the world keep people hungry for it and it does three things, one, it sells and brings in money and second it helps neutralise people who can become a problem through blackmail, framing and character assassination, it's the oldest trick in the book and yet it never gets old and never will and three it helps in consistently torturing souls of people. Marriages are business these days and even after marrying people remain in discontent and cheat their partners, which may or may not be wrong depending upon their individual realities but the basic truth is that people's lives are micromanaged and that includes their sex lives and on a greater scale there is eugenics being practiced in this country to breed master and slave classes. What can a common man or woman do? Since the control is absolute, there isn't much that could be done and your future for the most part is predecided as these motherfuckers have a lot of time at hand as they are exempt from the daily grind. The most important thing that you can do is simplifying your life. Simplify your life. Know the difference between your needs, wants and desires and know how you can fulfill them. I'll make it more simple for you. It's basically about food, clothing and shelter but at different levels of existence. You can eat dal chawal or you can eat a seven course meal at a 5 Star. You can wear 200 rupees T-Shirt or you can wear expensive branded clothing. You can live in 1 BHK or you can live in in a Bunglow. All of it requires money, which again is tightly controlled. I belong to a particular strata and I can't really earn by selling Bananas on a thela without humiliating myself in the society or community I live in and yet if times get tough I would have to do that. Know that only two authentic professions are business and farming and if you are healthy you can always fall back to one of the two given you have enough capital if it is business which includes selling your services or skills like pottery or medicine or if you have land if it is farming. This country has ended as far as culture goes, and it's never going to go back. Bullet trains and expressways are not going to undo the damage done to the culture and I have personally stopped thinking about the culture though I would do my part by preserving it in my writings. Remember, simplify your life, know what you need, want and desire. Getting exploited is inevitable but simplifying your life would prevent you from falling into psychological designs and traps and prevent you from undue suffering. 

Thanda Matlab Coca Cola

I sometimes feel sad that the young generation won't be able to witness what I have. I am a 90s kid and I was born just in time to see the immense beauty of my culture. What a time to be alive it was. The whole village used to come together during occasions like weddings, food used to be served in leafy pattals. There used to be respect in the community. It all vanished, the reason, mindless hatred and exploitation. Communities have been destroyed even in tier-4 towns which is quite different from people minding their business in tier-1 towns living in their flats. I was just too occupied building a life for myself that I missed the signs of change. I woke up quite late to the reality but wake up I did. Weddings used to be a sacred occasion and now you see on social media how they are jokes people seeing and laughing on people's weddings getting ruined and particularly in Bihar and Uttar Pradesh it is common to induce tragedies in people's weddings or ridiculing as important milestones as weddings of people. There is a malignant ridicule for people in the minds of criminals employed for crowd control by the so called "establishment" who ruin as important milestones as weddings of people just for the sake of ridiculing them and for schadenfreude. Is it this simple? Yes it is this simple and we have come a long way from "mile sur mera tumhara". I have realised that basics in Purvanchal are sex and money which the ones in control exploit from people and deprive them of and looking at social media I realise that it is true for the rest of nation too, less in the South as weddings thankfully are still solemn affairs there for the most part but then the disease might spread from the North and it is kind of spreading. My realisation was two fold at a personal level and then at a general level, first there was hampering of my job, that is of healing people, but then I thought that it was individual to me, the reason for that I'm still trying to find out and then I realised that these motherfuckers are intentionally depriving people of good health and then I finally realised that these motherfuckers are actively murdering people. If you don't have money you are as good as dead if you fall sick but then this is not where the story ends illnesses are induced into people while the government keeps doing the drama of free healthcare. The irony is the ones who are making these deep political policies do not even have their feet on the ground and unfortunately I ended up realising that they are also incapable of analysing the data they steal from people. Things are simpler in Purvanchal as the ones in control are not only incompetent but also uneducated and they have optimised the setup by employing rapists for crowd control who do things like destroying people's weddings while maintaining their belief in God by dishing out individualised "punishments" based on their whims. It's basically Bihar's jungleraj in Purvanchal but just at the psychological plane, everything from intimidation to blackmail is directly done at the psychological plane so one gets to realise that in Purvanchal the providence itself is a criminal syndicate. People are forcefully made to carry the burden of traditions which is quite different from the 90s when people voluntarily got involved in culture and traditions and the result is a disfigured mongrel culture that is totally different from what the culture was in 90s. Here is the list of things that are ridiculed institutionally, shudh Hindi is ridiculed, English is ridiculed, not knowing English is ridiculed and funnily enough Urdu is not ridiculed so much so you kind of get who is pulling the strings in Uttar Pradesh at least. When you can exert absolute totalitarianism at the psychological plane you can have as much democracy as you want, it then just gives you more field to play with. I kind of miss my childhood when I used to go to occasions in my hometown and drink that green tetrapack Frooti or Limca or Thumsup "thanda" as it was called. There has been a war effort made in the past decade in stratifying the society and sealing people in their stratas which is still kind of fine when you look from the perspective of those who want permanence of power but the issue here is that these motherfuckers are depriving common people of peace, satisfaction and dignity while at the same time ridiculing and torturing them. Here is the truth, a bunch of rapist criminals decide your fate, I'm sure about Purvanchal, but it might be true for the whole country too. 

Mela

With life's important question answered you are free to pursue the things you always wanted to pursue. There are still questions, about the design of the politics and deep design of the world but depending on cards dealt to you in life, they become redundant. Stories are about characters and characters are about people and when the characters don't have autonomy stories and storytelling collapse. What remains in this scenario however is the setting and atmosphere. In my eyes 90s were pristine times but you grow up and realise that 90s were again pristine only for the lucky, people still faced torture, rapes, exploitation, intimidation, blackmail, extortion and murder even back then. However I think 90s was particularly good for a middle class kid. They were a lucky bunch and I think from those pristine times it is these kids who had to adapt to the changing world the most, though I maybe wrong. Since I know that the setting is individualised I know that someone out there might be living their pristine times today and yet I feel 90s were better. Technology was just enough, there were landlines, television, radio, and there were also letters and magazines. Someone really fucked up but then consequences will not be born by them. The family and social dynamics have changed. Back then people needed each other, as financial transactions were not online and needed know-how, knowledge and specialities still mattered as there was no AI where one could easily get the answers and one had to rely on specialists. Now each person is a lonely island desperately trying to connect to others and for me it was a sad realisation that it is all intentional. Of course the design is such for retaining power and exploitation but I hadn't thought that things will keep getting progressively worse. I visited Nalanda a decade or so back and I realised that people are still living a primitive life, and you can find the past scattered around in this country. Places are trapped in time, you can find the 50s, the 60s, the 70s and the 80s and 90s in the same country but this is because people have been intentionally prevented from progressing which would have been fine if they were happy and not being exploited, but there is a resentment in people and only thing that neutralises that resentment is the daily grind for survival and misery that doesn't allow time for that resentment to come to the fore. We have got internet banking and people who don't even have bank accounts in the same era, which earlier I used to think of as beauty of India until I realised that it's just symptom of demonic level of exploitation which thankfully I was able to experience first hand. I like writing stories, but what is one going to write when people don't even have autonomy over their bodies and minds and over that they are not only held responsible for their thoughts and actions which might not even be theirs but also exploited and tortured for them. I'm just glad that I got surety about non-existence of God as it makes life considerably easier, like I say I consider certainty of doom better than uncertainty of future. Stories still matter to me but now settings and atmosphere matter more than characters. 

Eightfold Path

Sometimes life is all about problem solving. The old life doesn't remain. What do we deem as progress? Is it economic progress? I equate progress with economics only if it also comes with happiness and satisfaction. I'll choose happiness over pleasure anyday. Pleasure can come with base desire too, however happiness is a higher emotion and it leads to bliss. I remain blissful, despite having discontentment because I'm satisfied with my efforts, I did all I could to achieve what I wanted and to keep the people I love happy and that is the source of happiness despite the political torture inflicted on me. The stronghold of evil in this country is so much that it has become banal. I don't know about banality of evil in other countries but I know of this country and particularly my region. The setup is mathematical and yet selfishly convenient, the mathematics can be changed according to the convenience of those who control the setup and if that's the case there is only one way one can explain it, whimsical totalitarianism. When I was younger I used to look at movies like American Beauty and Citizen Kane and I used to think about the dissatisfaction shown in them. The dissatisfaction shown in these movies was despite the material prosperity. It took me quite a while to realise that this dissatisfaction is politically manufactured to deprive people of satisfaction. The more you know about the deep politics the more the Buddha looks like a coward, even though his teachings continue to inspire us centuries after his passing. War shouldn't have to be the only way, but unfortunately it is because a war effort is put each day, every day to deprive people of the basics, things as basic as happiness, contentment and satisfaction which is strange because one of the goals is to prevent financial and class mobility and a man who is content and satisfied at his place won't bother thinking about class and financial mobility. It is here you realise that the actual main goal is deriving pleasure from the pain and misery of people because absolute totalitarianism has been already established and now all that remains is deriving entertainment from people, pleasure from people's tragedies, deprivation, suffering and misery. I have been lucky to see this whole setup and it's rabid. A bunch of rabid demons inflicting as much pain as it can be inflicted on human souls, minds and bodies each day, every day. While one may think of God, providence and destiny the truth is that it is a Big Brother and Hostel movie kind of setup, and behind the facade of modernity a very mediaeval setup. Forgiveness isn't even an option here and when such is the case you might as well think of vengeance.